Category Archives: Default

Now That You Are Gone

Feb 3, 2021 Aging Parents, Default, Faith, Family, Gratitude
Now That You Are Gone

It has been almost three whole days since you died. Looking back at the five days you spent home on hospice, replaying each moment, I have come to understand some important things about those days. First, time felt suspended. I have never felt something so surreal. I was looking at my watch often waiting for […]

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Little Eyes Are Watching Me Through This Incredibly Painful Time

Jan 30, 2021 Addiction, Aging Parents, Default, Faith, Family, Gratitude, Motherhood, Parenting, Recovery , , , , , , , , , ,
Little Eyes Are Watching Me Through This Incredibly Painful Time

Life is but a combination of fleeting moments strung together to create hours, days, years, and decades. As I sit next to my dying father, I am running through the combination of fleeting moments from our life together. I remember less of what he said to me and more of how he made me feel. […]

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